Nervous and Anxious...

Tomorrow, I go back to the rheumatologist. I'm really nervous and anxious about it. I have had pain in my hands a lot in the past month. So much in fact that when the rheumatologist office called to reschedule 2 weeks ago, I knew I couldn't put it off until November. One of the joints between my knuckles has been tender off and on the past month. It makes me wince in pain. At times, I have felt like someone was hitting the back of my hand against cinder blocks. 

The swelling in my hands is down a little the past 2 days. It could be because I have been working out again. Or just a fluke. I don't know for sure. I have felt good, aside from so e hand pain. I did take a break from working out tonight, because I had a headache and I was slightly tired. 

I don't know what this rheumatologist is like, but I truly do hope he is better than the last one. I just want some answers to questions I have. I have so many questions that I feel I have a right to get answers to. I may not like the answers, but at least I would have them. It's been about a month since I last researched  y symptoms. I've had to not think about it. 

I am truly hoping tomorrow is good.